I LOVED YOU TOO

So many thoughts I don't know where to begin, I start from my heart and what I feel within. I still have feelings which haven't changed because when you left me my life was rearranged. I used to cry so many times a day but lately those tears have been fading away. I am hoping that my brighter day soon will come and maybe or just maybe. I find that special someone. Yes, it's been hard, but i am getting back my life.....I've even managed to put away the knife. I will find someone who right for me, who love me and lets me be all I can. Yet the thought oh you is tearing me apart because you will always have a special place in my heart....Do I still love you???Yes...I do but another part of me is getting over you.....I never thought i would say this but I simply have to confess with each and every day that goes by....I love you less and less. I just wanted to with you but now you're gone and the time has come for me to move on. You meant so much to me in fact you still do from the bottom of my heart.....i loved you too.....