My StOrY

I'm scared of not missing you anymore, I'm scared to live that day. I'm scared my mind will erase the memory of the day you went away. I put a lot of trust in you, you said that you were different. Your intellect was beyond the hood, but I guess not far enough to miss it. I guess I should've told you that I'm really sensitive, though I try to act like I don't mind, that night I still relive. I'm ashamed because I know I love you way more than you like me, and that I cry for you when you're not here so much that I can't see. This headache just won't go away its been here since you left. Though loud yet meek, though screaming yet bleak, this loss truly feels like death. I pray you don't feel these words are a stretch because we've shared limited time, or that I'm completely insane for tatting your name, assuring I've lost my mind. Well the truth is that you are for me, and I've known it since we met. Yeah we fought, loved, broken up, but there's something you just have to get. I don't want anyone else baby doll, I don't want another man. I'll build you up and give you my heart to cradle in your hand. I admit I am attached baby, and dangerously its true. That I want to offer my body and soul as a sacrifice to you. I pray you never leave my side though physical I can take, but mentally please stay awhile and never leave this place. 365 days is the longest fight I feel I've already been beat. That waiting is indeed the hardest game and I've just succumbed to defeat. Though unspoken yet chanted, and rough yet romantic, this love was written in the stars. I don't know what you feel inside, or if this load you can carry. If once you're out you'll go buck wild or settle down. I feel we'll be getting to know each other more so here than before, so open and let me in because it's you that I adore. The fate of this relationship is exclusively up to you, ill be holding down my end until my biggest dream comes true-

I LOVE YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

LiFe MoVeS wAy ToO fAsT.......

You're the reason I get up to face each hectic day
How did our lives get so consumed with nonsense on the way
We used to take the time to laugh and play a game or two
But now it seems we fight a lot and cry way too much too
So when you go to sleep at night I'll slip in by your side
I'll hold you close and squeeze you tight and feel amazing pride
You're the one that I love best, it's very clear to see
With every day I know I'm blessed that you're a part of me
Now let's just try to slow it down and savor all that's past
For that's what molds our future, and life moves way too fast......!!!!!!