♥ ♥I LOV YEW SO MUCH♥ ♥

I need him...!!!! I need him so much....!!!! i c everyday hw he changes his profile pic n I feel like sum1 punched me in d gut I want 2 talk 2 him so much..!!!! I duwan 2 lose yew.....i cannot 4get yew frm d started I tried my best 2 b honest wit yew make it clear 2 yew.......who Im n wat we hv 2 deal with...!!!!!

~My MiStAkE~

I admit i made a mistake.....over stepping sum boundaries wic made me look fake. I always said I wud nevr do d things I did n tats d reason it is so hard 4 yew 2 forgive. It's been so long so many times we sais we'd try oni 2 turn around n make each other cry. Remember hw is was wen we 1st started out, so much alike, we share very thought....we fell so fast, mayb fell in lov too soon. Made a huge decision tat nw we cannot undo....I admit my mistakes but can yew admit yours, I hv paid 4 wat I hv done as yew hv paid 4 yours......so y is it like tiz..???? we can't even talk. Yew col me liar n say yew dun care....I never meant 2 hurt yew.....never wanted cause yew any pain.....Since yew left me 6 months ago....My life hasn't been d same. I owe yew so much...i hv so much 2 prove 2 yew.......so i will end tiz wit hardest thing i'll ever hv 2 do.....

~GOODBYE~

My StOrY

I'm scared of not missing you anymore, I'm scared to live that day. I'm scared my mind will erase the memory of the day you went away. I put a lot of trust in you, you said that you were different. Your intellect was beyond the hood, but I guess not far enough to miss it. I guess I should've told you that I'm really sensitive, though I try to act like I don't mind, that night I still relive. I'm ashamed because I know I love you way more than you like me, and that I cry for you when you're not here so much that I can't see. This headache just won't go away its been here since you left. Though loud yet meek, though screaming yet bleak, this loss truly feels like death. I pray you don't feel these words are a stretch because we've shared limited time, or that I'm completely insane for tatting your name, assuring I've lost my mind. Well the truth is that you are for me, and I've known it since we met. Yeah we fought, loved, broken up, but there's something you just have to get. I don't want anyone else baby doll, I don't want another man. I'll build you up and give you my heart to cradle in your hand. I admit I am attached baby, and dangerously its true. That I want to offer my body and soul as a sacrifice to you. I pray you never leave my side though physical I can take, but mentally please stay awhile and never leave this place. 365 days is the longest fight I feel I've already been beat. That waiting is indeed the hardest game and I've just succumbed to defeat. Though unspoken yet chanted, and rough yet romantic, this love was written in the stars. I don't know what you feel inside, or if this load you can carry. If once you're out you'll go buck wild or settle down. I feel we'll be getting to know each other more so here than before, so open and let me in because it's you that I adore. The fate of this relationship is exclusively up to you, ill be holding down my end until my biggest dream comes true-

I LOVE YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

LiFe MoVeS wAy ToO fAsT.......

You're the reason I get up to face each hectic day
How did our lives get so consumed with nonsense on the way
We used to take the time to laugh and play a game or two
But now it seems we fight a lot and cry way too much too
So when you go to sleep at night I'll slip in by your side
I'll hold you close and squeeze you tight and feel amazing pride
You're the one that I love best, it's very clear to see
With every day I know I'm blessed that you're a part of me
Now let's just try to slow it down and savor all that's past
For that's what molds our future, and life moves way too fast......!!!!!!

I'M SORRY...:( YOU ARE GONE......

A heart is torn open, a love is broken, a life is empty, with few words spoken. The words are spoken,
are what I appear? Like the loss of your love, Is the blank I fear? Knowing you hate me, Is a terrible fate? I thought the there was hope, But it was too late. What is spoken is spoken, And what is done is done, I spoke without thinking, And know you are gone. I hope one day that I will Earn your heart back Because I still truly love you And that us a fact.

WHY DO I STILL LOVE YOU.....

y do i still luv u.....yes, y do i still luv u??? Even though i noe tat u wasn't serious wit me bfore

and even tat i noe wat u luv.....sum1 else nw???

Y I FALL IN LUV WIT U....????

When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what I have said. Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you I am never letting go. Remember me always and I will too. I always think of me and you.......

♥♥ FOR THE PERSON I MISSING IN MY LIFE EVERY DAY ♥♥

♥♥ M@L@R ♥♥